| ...*Readings*... |
[Sep. 5th, 2006|12:23 am] |
So, I need a break from reading about child development. i really didn't think that this would be an interesting read - but it is. the class is kinda boring, but ive really been enjoying reading. just one chapter down, though, i still want to read at least half another one 2nite.
it got me thinking about a lot of things. like it said what different mothers from different races typically try to teach their kids. like, it said that caucasian mothers try to get their kids to be book smart, while hispanics teach respect. i thought that was interesting. i wonder how i'll raise my kids cuz i'm so into respect and honesty...but i'll also have my kids playing all types of educational games like my mom did with me. i'll have them reading a lot and making things - i want my kids to be creative. i really lost out on a lot cuz i never got into artsy things. i don't know, i know it doesn't make sense but i realized it this weekend when we had the playboy party - i had no idea what i was doing! everyone else was glueing and cutting and putting things together...but i'm really glad wit how my shit came out. like my bow tie or whatever, it was all lopsided n what not but thats how i m. LoL - i can never draw straight lines or hang posters straight. i had fun though making things and learnin how to cut n tie shirts n whatever.
they also said that kids develop language easier when parents talk a lot around them - so shit, my kids will be talking like at 5 months LoL.
this next chapter won't be as interesting because its about different theories and what not. thats ok.
so, on another note....
i thought i finally found a guy that was different than the rest. but, i didn't. im so used to bein spoiled by guys - like in the sense that they paid attention to me and i got text messages and phone calls all the time...at least once a day...and now, he hardly ever calls me. in the beginning, he would text me cute things and he called me a lot. but, its all stopped. the cute texts that made me smile and just glow have all together stopped. so, i see a few possibities. 1) he just started working again and he's busy and just tired n what not 2)there's someone else 3) he doesn't know how much i loved those text messages 4)he got tired of me..and waiting.
and thats what i hate - that there can be sooo many options. i don't want to be naive and ignore that he could be with someone else right now...and he doesn't want to talk to me anymore so he's slowly tryin to get rid of me.
time to go to bed.... |
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| ...*Wow*... |
[Aug. 23rd, 2006|12:07 am] |
i don't even know where to begin
forget the fact that i haven't written in this in like forever but i just need to get all this shit off my chest
ive fallen. so hard. i'm not sure what to do.
the thing that really scares me is that he makes me realize how unhappy i was before he came into my life.
i feel like my life is all a lie. i can't explain it but i feel like i see everything so much different than everyone else.
people have hurt me so fuckin bad this past summer. it's crazy what people will do to other people.
i know this isn't goin to make much sense so i hope no one is taking this too seriously.
i miss the way that i felt when i was with him. the way he looked at me and made me feel like i was special. i haven't felt that way in so long. its like he appreciates me and its been awhile since ive felt like that.
i know its gonna be hard for us to make this work. i hate to be that dumbass that says its cuz he's older than me - but we're at two totally different places in our lives. we met not even a week before i had to leave and i wish we had a longer time to spend with eachother and get to know eachother. he told me tonight that it's kinda good this way cuz he can get to see a different side to me. that scares me tho cuz shit's really hard. when i was with him, i didn't go on and on bout how bad my day was. that shit never even came into my head.
im so tired. of hiding behind a smile. of thinking that i dont deserve a guy that treats me that good. of bullshit.
i want to move far far away. i want to start over. i want to break away. i want to be independent - completly. i dont want to owe anyone anything.
if we could be together...physically, not in a relationship...then we could have a relationship. but my problem, which is fucked up, is that i'm worried about what other people are going to say and think. i know how it's gonna be and i don't know if im strong enough to handle that.
i'm selfish. it kills me when he always has to get off the phone. i need attention and i know that and thats why i don't think that this is going to happen. how do i tell him that tho? that i'm so immature that i need a lot of attention? maybe once school gets going it'll b better and i'll be busy so it wont bother me when he forgets to call me back or can't talk to me for a long time.
i just know that if we were together...physically...it would be much better. i just want to kiss him so bad...and lay next to him...and fall asleep in his arms.
another thought goin thru my head is that he came into my life when i needed security and i knew that i would b aight when i was around him cuz the person who was hurtin me the most wouldn't do it in front of him. cuz the person hurtin me looks up to him. see, i'm worried that i'm going to lead him on and when i go back home i'm gonna find that i don't feel for him like i did - or that i liked him for all the wrong reasons. like for security reasons and cuz i really needed someone to fall asleep next to. i can't hurt him. i can tell he's an amazing guy and i would hate myself for hurting him. im so used to being hurt that whatever...but i can't hurt him.
i should go to bed. it's late and i have a 10:10 tomorrow morning. |
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| ...*What balls*... |
[Sep. 25th, 2005|02:57 am] |
i love assholes that think they know u...
D1 [2:28 AM]: Yeah guess we have nothing to talk about
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:28 AM]: nope
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:28 AM]: nothin
D1 [2:28 AM]: So should we go our sperate ways then?
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:30 AM]: ...?
D1 [2:30 AM]: Not talk anymore
D1 [2:30 AM]: We have nothing to talk
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:30 AM]: yea
D1 [2:30 AM]: about
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:31 AM]: n we fight all tha time
D1 [2:31 AM]: Alright well since that is what you want then
D1 [2:31 AM]: Peace
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:31 AM]: im not tha one that brought it up but whatever
D1 [2:31 AM]: You don't have to say it
D1 [2:31 AM]: You show it
D1 [2:31 AM]: So yeah
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:32 AM]: cuz i have nothin to talk bout? but yea then when u dont talk n take forever to answer its aight
D1 [2:32 AM]: Because I do not seriously know what the fuck I am supposed to do with you
D1 [2:33 AM]: I sit here and I try and tell you what I think of you
D1 [2:33 AM]: How I feel
D1 [2:33 AM]: Yet you constantly talk about how you are depressed and all this stuff
D1 [2:33 AM]: I try and help
D1 [2:33 AM]: Yet it seems to do nothing
D1 [2:33 AM]: But whatever
D1 [2:34 AM]: Ya know I try and I do care I really do
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:34 AM]: lol aight hun whatever thats it like seriously u always go on n on talkin shit to me like that this is bull shit...u dont help u tell me to stop thinkin bout it n get over it...not once r u like, well whats wrong? like when im home sick u dont ask like what i miss at home or whatever
D1 [2:34 AM]: I don't ask?
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:34 AM]: so thats aight...thanks for the fun n tha shitty times
D1 [2:34 AM]: HAHA I DO ASK
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:34 AM]: whatever
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:34 AM]: see ya im goin to bed
D1 [2:34 AM]: I have said "What is wrong?"
D1 [2:34 AM]: You tell me about your brother
D1 [2:34 AM]: You missing home
D1 [2:34 AM]: Wanting ice cream
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:34 AM]: n ill b like, im home sick..but then u tell me to forget bout it
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:35 AM]: n not think bout it
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:35 AM]: that doesn't fuckin help NE1
D1 [2:35 AM]: I tell you not to worry about it or try and make you laiugh
D1 [2:35 AM]: Nobody can solve your problems if you won't let them
D1 [2:35 AM]: You sit here and tell someone then they try and help
D1 [2:35 AM]: And boom next second you are telling me about it again
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:35 AM]: whatever it doesn't matter
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:35 AM]: hm yea cuz u dont help
D1 [2:35 AM]: You say "Enough of my whining" then lss then a minute later you are talking about the same subject
D1 [2:35 AM]: I don't help becaus eyou won't let me
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:36 AM]: cuz u dont talk bout NEthing
D1 [2:36 AM]: Know why I don't t alk?
D1 [2:36 AM]: Because I try and it is like everything I say means shit
D1 [2:36 AM]: And alot of times stuff I say seems to go over your head
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:36 AM]: cuz ur act like we know eachother n shit
D1 [2:36 AM]: You are bipolar and manic depressive I am willing to bet
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:36 AM]: fuck u
D1 [2:36 AM]: Want the truth?
D1 [2:36 AM]: Here it is
D1 [2:37 AM]: You are depressed and you want pity and help but when someone gives it to you then you do not take it. You ignore it or whatever. You remember what you want to. You let guys take advantage of you. You say "I hate my ex" yet you let what he says bother you. You won't get rid of him or at least wouldnt. You might have some booksmarts but common sense is not your strong point
D1 [2:38 AM]: You are alone because of the way you are
D1 [2:38 AM]: You will continue to get used by guys unless you change your attitude
D1 [2:38 AM]: You need to stop thinking everyone is supposed to help you because I can't help you and nobody can because you won't let anyone help you.
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:38 AM]: u don know me at all..u need to fuckin stop talkin shit to me
D1 [2:38 AM]: You want the attention but when someone puts the truth in your face you get mad.
D1 [2:38 AM]: Talking shit?
D1 [2:39 AM]: Stop typing like a 10 year old
D1 [2:39 AM]: It's annoying
D1 [2:39 AM]: "U dont know NEthin"
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:39 AM]: um what?
D1 [2:39 AM]: Talk like you have sense
D1 [2:39 AM]: You are white
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:39 AM]: aight fuck u...
D1 [2:39 AM]: Not gangster
D1 [2:39 AM]: Not black
D1 [2:39 AM]: Not ghetto
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:39 AM]: boy u dont no me
D1 [2:39 AM]: I am so fucking glad that I did not come see you
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:39 AM]: yea me too
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:39 AM]: so fuck off
D1 [2:39 AM]: Fuck off hahah
D1 [2:40 AM]: It is no wonder you attract idiots
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:40 AM]: u dont no who i attract
D1 [2:40 AM]: You can think I am an idiot or a moron
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:40 AM]: u dont fuckin no me
D1 [2:40 AM]: I don't know who you attract?
D1 [2:40 AM]: Haha yeah your ex ws such a keeper
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:41 AM]: i was 16
D1 [2:41 AM]: Bwuhahahahaha especially by his letters and getting a girl pregnant and shit
D1 [2:41 AM]: You were 16 and you "hate" him and you still talk to him?
D1 [2:41 AM]: God damn grow up seriously
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:41 AM]: oh him well that was a diff story i did that to...well whatever ull jsust judge even more
D1 [2:41 AM]: You have the common sense of a 6 year old
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:41 AM]: yea ok
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:41 AM]: keep thinkin that
D1 [2:41 AM]: Thinking? I know it
D1 [2:41 AM]: That is the thing
D1 [2:41 AM]: I am not some ignorant fuck that you have dated
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:42 AM]: yea im glad
D1 [2:42 AM]: Why because you could not keep up with me intellectually or anything? Yeah you couldn't
D1 [2:42 AM]: It's rather comical in all honesty
D1 [2:42 AM]: Your lack of self respect or respect for others
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:42 AM]: yea thats rite i cant keep up wit u there u got that rite
D1 [2:42 AM]: One day you will hit rock bottom
D1 [2:42 AM]: And you will realize alot of what I said IS right
D1 [2:43 AM]: But put on your defense mechanism and say you hate me or I don't know you
D1 [2:43 AM]: It's what most people do
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:43 AM]: how can i hate someone i dont no?
D1 [2:43 AM]: Haha you said you hated me
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:43 AM]: no i didt
D1 [2:43 AM]: But it does not bother me at all
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:43 AM]: *didnt
D1 [2:43 AM]: You could wish I would die a horrible horrible death
D1 [2:43 AM]: Doesn't matter to me
D1 [2:43 AM]: Because when all is said and done I will know I tried to help you
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:43 AM]: omg wtf i dont fuckin no u
D1 [2:44 AM]: And I left nothing out
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:44 AM]: ill forget bout u in a few days
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:44 AM]: i dont care
D1 [2:44 AM]: Right just like you have forgotten about me lately hahahaha
D1 [2:44 AM]: Anyway see ya
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:44 AM]: i dont care bout u
D1 signed off at 2:44 AM
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [2:44 AM]: u think i do? lmao |
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| ...*I love my momma*... |
[Sep. 21st, 2005|10:55 pm] |
we laugh we cry
we make time fly
best friends r we
my momma n me
MHI115 [10:54 PM]: i'm going to california next week
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [10:54 PM]: awww momma i miss u too...smellin my laundry really hit me hard
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [10:54 PM]: what?!!?
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [10:54 PM]: momma
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [10:54 PM]: u can't leave me!
MHI115 [10:54 PM]: u know how we do...
haha i love her |
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[Sep. 20th, 2005|11:37 pm] |
for all of u that i didnt get a chance to fully explain tha mark story too lol whatta pussy...
so i really want nothin to do wit him cuz hes a loser like seriously so he keeps on textin me every once in awhile n all that...so he told me that he thought that he knocked up his gf n he was upset that he didn't so i flipped on him sayin how dumb he was n blah blah blah...so then like a month later he tells me that shes pregnant so i flipped on him again n he never said NEthin to me. so then tha next night he IMs me talkin all this shit to me. so i texted him sayin that if he wants to talk that much shit to call me or text me or wait til im at least online to say somethin back just dont go n sign off...so then he gets his gf to call me...who is supposedly 20 n has a law degree. yea ok. whatever. n she has another kid. well we went at it and she was like, never call him again and i told her that he always talks to me first...which he does. i never go outta my way to text or IM him. so then he calls me 2x n hangs up when i answer. then he calls again n bitches me out n goin on bout how hes in love n whatever then i try to call him back but he doesn't pick up...i called 3x..then amber called like 3x n his gf finally picked up n was like, aight stalker stop callin. first of all, it wasn't me. second, it was a delaware number and im in fuckin va. he's retarded. so then she keeps on callin n he doesn't pick up. so then i send a text sayin that he can't just run his mouth to me w/o lettin me respond to him and he never answered so i went to bed and it was like 130 i get a call at 2 from his cell phone from some cop
tellin me to never call him again n i was prolly a bitch cuz i was woken up but i was like, umm u dont understand he always calls me n gets in touch wit me but i have to stop talkin to him? then i told him bout how mark called tha cops on me b4. n tha funny part was when i first text him after he sent me tha IM i told him to watch out n whatever n then he said he was scared lol so then i said i bet just dont call tha cops on me again...n he did |
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[Sep. 16th, 2005|01:08 am] |
fuckin fat whore its fucked up how u told me i fucked my life up because i got my gf preg. u no wat thats real fucked up u got somethin wrong in the head and u no wat i dont give a fuck if i lied to u cuz u aint shit to me ur just another fat bitch roman the streets oh and wen i asked u how many happy meals u ate a couple weeks ago it meant u eat alot of food cuz ur fat ok so do us all a favor and go lose some fuckin weight
got this from mark
LoL |
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| ...*Poem*... |
[Sep. 11th, 2005|04:42 pm] |
This was a poem in an e-mail concerning remembering 9/11/01
IF I KNEW
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.
...Never Forget... |
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[Sep. 7th, 2005|09:23 am] |
From now on, im disabling comments
this is some bullshit
people are retarded
like i know yall have journals to write about all these neat lil things and to look cool
but i dont
i write what i want to get off my chest
so thanks...
sorry guys for all of u that actually do comment once in awhile but if u want to comment that badly, u can find a way to get in touch wit me
now im off to class |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2005|01:23 am] |
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| | "Dear Momma" 2pac | ] |
this is what makes me sleep good at night...
mark [1:06 AM]: yea so i found out that the girlfriend wasnt preg.
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:06 AM]: u told me
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:06 AM]: that wouldve just sucked
mark [1:06 AM]: i was kinda disappointed
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:07 AM]: and u wouldve disappointed ur grandmom lol
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:07 AM]: u what?!?!
mark [1:07 AM]: yea
mark [1:08 AM]: i mean to be honest ive wanted a kid since like 10th grade but she has a baby gurl that the babys dad doesnt take care of so i do and the baby sees me more than her real dad so the baby calls me daddy anyway
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:08 AM]: wow
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:08 AM]: thats special
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:09 AM]: u seriously want a kid?
mark [1:09 AM]: yea but wen i told my mom that she mite be preg ive never seen my mom so happy
mark [1:09 AM]: yea i do
mark [1:09 AM]: i want one of my own
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:09 AM]: omg
mark [1:09 AM]: wat?
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:09 AM]: nothin mark nothin at all
mark [1:09 AM]: no wat
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:09 AM]: no
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:09 AM]: i dont even no what to sya
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:09 AM]: *say
mark [1:10 AM]: y u say omg then say nothin at all
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:10 AM]: like thats just the craziest thing that ive almost ever heard
mark [1:10 AM]: y u say that?
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:10 AM]: how r u gonna go to school wit a kid?
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:10 AM]: tell me that one
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:10 AM]: how r u gonna keep on workin so much?
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:10 AM]: its just, sad. to b honest
mark [1:10 AM]: itll b hard but my parents did it wen they had me so i dunno
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:11 AM]: dont u want to live life a lil bit b4 u have a kid?
mark[1:11 AM]: well thats just wat i want i mean if its an accident then ima be there for the kid i mean its not like were tryin to rite now u no
mark [1:11 AM]: of course i do thats y were not tryin to have one rite now
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:11 AM]: but u were disappointed
mark [1:11 AM]: i mean maybe in like 4 years
mark [1:11 AM]: i was disappointed but i was kinda happy at the same time
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:11 AM]: n how long have u been goin out wit this gurl?
kemarkep thuggin it [1:12 AM]: 5 months
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:13 AM]: well then
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:13 AM]: yea thats def special
mark [1:14 AM]: yea its weird cuz she will take the baby over to the babys dads moms house so she can watch her for a lil bit and the baby will cry its eyes out but like yesterday my mom watched the baby while her and i were at work and she didnt cry at all
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:15 AM]: um yea maybe cuz ur mom is good wit kids
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:15 AM]: thats not some sign that u should go get her knocked up
mark [1:15 AM]: yea i would say so
mark [1:16 AM]: lol yea i no this
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:16 AM]: i dunno i guess im just glad tha we never even got close to that stage cuz if u ever told me that u wanted a kid id think id have to flip on u
mark[1:16 AM]: lol yea
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:16 AM]: like havin a kid so young ruins so much shit like seriously...what does ur gurl do? like as a job
mark [1:17 AM]: she works at circuit city but she makes fuckin good money she works full time and makes 1050 an hr
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:17 AM]: yea thats what i make too n im only 18
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:18 AM]: whatever im not goin there
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:18 AM]: but i think im gonna go b4 i start sayin too much...so good luck with bein a daddy to her lil gurl. have fun. seriously please do
mark [1:18 AM]: she did go to school she went to west virginia
mark [1:18 AM]: yea thanks u too
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:19 AM]: what for?
mark[1:19 AM]: good luck wit that ankle
mark [1:19 AM]: i dunno i forget wat she said
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:19 AM]: omg mark
mark [1:19 AM]: wat
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:19 AM]: u dont even no what ur gf went to school for
mark [1:19 AM]: nah i forget
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:19 AM]: but u want her to have ur baby
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:19 AM]: wow
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:19 AM]: hey, what m i majoring in?
mark [1:19 AM]: shes goin back next year
mark [1:19 AM]: umm i dunno
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:20 AM]: aight mark ive heard enough like for real
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:20 AM]: im glad ur happy wit her
mark [1:20 AM]: yea i am
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:20 AM]: good
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:20 AM]: keep it that way
mark [1:20 AM]: i am
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:20 AM]: good glad to hear it
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:20 AM]: u might want to take an interest in what she wants to do wit her life tho, ok?
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:21 AM]: that makes for a wonderful realtionship
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:21 AM]: but u dont need my advice cuz u guys r gonna live happily ever after
mark [1:21 AM]: rite anyways im goin to bed nite
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [1:21 AM]: lol see ya
wow thats special...glad i got rid of him cuz damn theres somethin wrong wit that for real
oh yea, and if ur wonderin he's "going to college" for what? "cummunications" yes he did spell it like that 2x to me in a previous conversation
wow what a kepper
good nite yall |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2005|12:26 am] |
sprained tha ankle takin out the trash
u think thats bad enuff? well find out what virginia tech's campus is like then tell me that ur sorry
hills n stairs all over the place
holla at ur gurl |
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| ...*I Freakin Miss You*... |
[Aug. 29th, 2005|04:18 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  lonely | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | "Thug Holiday" (2Pac) | ] |
PlayboySteve01 [3:53 PM]: lol your soo cute I still cant get over that your in collage
PlayboySteve01 [3:53 PM]: wtf
PlayboySteve01 [3:53 PM]: lol
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [3:54 PM]: awww lol
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [3:59 PM]: whatcha gonna do, do wit all that junk in that trunk?
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [3:59 PM]: lol
PlayboySteve01 [3:59 PM]: allt that ass inside them jeans
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [3:59 PM]: so i keep on takin...we can keep on datin
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [3:59 PM]: lol im too slow for this song
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [3:59 PM]: ooohh spendin all ur money on me n spendin time on me
PlayboySteve01 [3:59 PM]: early
PlayboySteve01 [4:01 PM]: Im waitin on my taco bell to get here I called take out taxi
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [4:01 PM]: lol
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [4:01 PM]: amber?
PlayboySteve01 [4:02 PM]: You know me toooooo freakin good
PlayboySteve01 [4:02 PM]: lol
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [4:02 PM]: lol
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [4:02 PM]: who else would go n get u food??
PlayboySteve01 [4:02 PM]: ummm youd b surprised
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [4:02 PM]: yea aight nigga whatever
PlayboySteve01 [4:03 PM]: For starters you would if you werent at collage
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [4:03 PM]: ewwwwwwww
PlayboySteve01 [4:03 PM]: jk
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [4:03 PM]: u better rethink that one
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [4:03 PM]: yea um uh huh
PlayboySteve01 [4:03 PM]: aight its not that serious
PlayboySteve01 [4:03 PM]: lol
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [4:04 PM]: whatever
PlayboySteve01 [4:04 PM]: I miss you
QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [4:04 PM]: i miss u more boo |
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[Aug. 28th, 2005|11:27 pm] |
PlayboySteve01 [9:42 PM]: OmG you are sooo cute
Auto response from QtPrInCeS4u2Luv [9:42 PM]: just like tha soliders that aint comin home this year
just like tha fellas in prison we miss u so much for real
what bout tha children that ran away that aint comin home today
well heres a message from coast to coast
cuz when thugs need it tha most
THUG HOLIDAY
haha i love u steve
call the cell im around or leave a message
xoxo Suz
i miss my brother so much
i think its cuz hes goin thru sum shit n i can't help him wit it
its killin me
God help him. please.
xoxo Susan |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2005|05:04 pm] |
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hey guys! had my first class today, communications. it went pretty well. almost too well lol but i still need a book n it hasn't come in yet at the bookstore so i dunno what to do bout that one but ill look again tomorrow
i dunno what else to write bout
me n tha roommate r gettin along just fine
i miss home cooked meals already tho :(
theres so much less drama here then back home and i love that!
well off to dinner
love always -n- 4eva
Susan xoxo |
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[Aug. 18th, 2005|04:48 pm] |
hey guys im finally at vt
its amazing i can't believe this
i don't no what to say in here im gonna try to add pics to my aol profile tho ill try tho
but im so freakin tired that im gonna go take a nap guys!! sorry i haven't updated
love always
Suz xoxo |
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